I wish you were still here mum. I miss you so very much. Life is just not the same without you. It someways it's wonderful.with having Savannah but in other ways it just makes it even harder knowing what a wonderful nan you would have been to her and no doubt she'd of loved you as much as me. But without you the families fell apart and I feel like a stranger most of the time and that loss is just as painful as losing you.